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# I am 21 years old. # I am a computer geek who hates gaming. # I am overweight, at 325lbs. And I hate it, don't know how I got to this point, but want to change it, and am. # I don't know what religion I could be, I don't believe in anything, yet I believe partly in everything. # I pretend to know a lot more than I truly do. Some I do know, and I try to 'guess' from there. But makes me sometimes feel fake. # I lost my virginity at 16. But not in the way I tell most people. # I have only had 2 real girlfriends, everything else was fake, or not really what it was. Of the ones I did have, one was using me for money only. # I used to smoke pot a lot. I started in high school, and until I was twenty. I probably has led to a lot of little problems, like my lack of motivation. I don't smoke pot anymore. # I am a chainsmoker. I smoke more than a pack of cigs a day. Even though I know the risks, and am even now feel the effects on my lungs. # I have blatantly lied for personal gain. # I view myself a hetrosexual, yet I have, only recently, been slightly interested in performing oral sex on another male. I do not want homosexual intercourse though. I don't know why. # I am more interested in find a SO for comfort, and caring, than for sex and other things. # I have always wanted to travel, and really want to do it broke. I would love to backpack across many parts of the world, include northern africa and southeast asia. # I need to get a life. # I have suffered from clinical depression in the past, and even resorted to self-mutilation(burning) for relief from mental agony. (*this was before it was 'cool' to be 'depressed'.*) # I suffered from a rather advanced OCD for awhile. Almost to the point where it was disrupting normal life. I had long and drawn out rituals before bed, that would sometimes keep me from sleep, to make things perfect. I have only recently gotten over it, mainly by my own will.
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